I'll update more when I feel like it

The past week has been weird. For no ryhme or reason, my heart started having aches again. No...I'm not talking about a heart attack. I'm talking about those kind of pain that you feel when you're heartbroken or utterly disappointed or extremely sad. The kind that tugs at the veins connecting to your heart and makes it feel heavier than usual. I hate this feeling. It leaves me feeling vulnerable and willing to give up my life force at any given moment. I thought I've forgotten the sensation of a bleeding heart...I was wrong.